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flameandpassion) wrote2011-03-21 12:30 pm
flameandpassion) wrote2011-03-21 12:30 pm
Entry tags:
- !event: touch of the wild,
- always be prepared,
- ami is the smart one,
- break my little heart in two,
- doing my civic duty,
- evil: who needs it?,
- failure is not an option,
- friends = family,
- hotaru is the quiet one,
- insecurities seriously suck balls,
- michiru is the pretty one,
- not as strong as she appears,
- please don't leave,
- shinto priestess by day,
- stupid evil senshi,
- the animus aren't cool,
- trying to do the right thing,
- worst timing ever,
- you fail the 'not evil' test
47 [Voice]
Hotaru is gone.
[Her voice is monotone.
Two senshi in as many weeks. Plus a slew of other absences. On top of everything else that has happened. Rei is dangerously close to snapping, but she manages it well.
It's really just the icing on the cake.]
[Filtered to the senshi // Private // Unhackable]
That Aya woman is from our world. I know she is. But I don't remember who or why... We should keep an eye on her.
[Her voice is monotone.
Two senshi in as many weeks. Plus a slew of other absences. On top of everything else that has happened. Rei is dangerously close to snapping, but she manages it well.
It's really just the icing on the cake.]
[Filtered to the senshi // Private // Unhackable]
That Aya woman is from our world. I know she is. But I don't remember who or why... We should keep an eye on her.
[Voice/Private/Unhackable]
Not because I don't trust you, or because I don't have faith in you. But because when you're with me is when I'm happiest.
[Voice/Private/Unhackable]
It's always been 'Usagi or me' or 'this or me' or 'that or me', Cloud. Every single time I've had to continue my mission, you've gotten angry with me. And I know that when I have to cancel something because Usagi needs me, you're going to get angry again, and I'm sick of it. I'm tired of being yelled at and being made to feel like I'm a bad person because I have a duty.
That mission, that duty -- I've sworn myself to it. Nothing else will ever get between that. And you don't understand that, even if you say you do now, because I've never been proven otherwise.
[Voice/Private/Unhackable]
You think you know me so well, and the truth is, you don't. Usagi knows me better than you do.
[Voice/Private/Unhackable]
When she speaks, her tone is frigid.]
Usagi knows everyone better than anyone else because that's who Usagi is.
But what I know is that you say all of these things and you don't follow up with them. You tell me that you trust me, that I make you happiest, and then you do the opposite, every single time, when the only thing I do is follow my heart to do what's right.
So go ahead. Ask Usagi why I'm so upset, because I'm sure she'll tell you. But do me a favor and wait until tomorrow.
She's having a horrible day.
[Click.]
[Voice/Private/Unhackable]
But he wasn't going to stand there and let her question his intentions or his actions, or put words in his mouth. If there was one thing he couldn't stand, it was people acting like they knew him when they didn't.
So he won't be calling Usagi. And he won't be calling Rei back. He ahd thought, at some point, that they could save whatever was left between them. Now, he's pretty sure he regrets the day he asked her to be his. And he had enough regret to last him a life time and then some.
So he would just leave it alone for now. Leave it and see what became of it if they just let time try to heal it. Maybe it would be able to work out what ever couldn't.]