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[Rei is sitting in her fire reading room. She hasn't left it very often since the memory event ended, somewhat obsessed with trying to see glimpses of home through the flames. That and the warmth and fire is a comfort to her -- so she may as well get whatever work she needs to get done finished inside.

For tonight, she has a pile of clothes in front of her that she is mending -- and not only mending, but adding lining to for winter. She has a pile of finished folded clothes to her right -- a coat or two for Minako and Usagi, a longer jacket for Michiru, and she's currently working on dismantling Castiel's coat in order to add lining to it, to ensure he doesn't freeze to death when the snow actually starts. Youma, her cat, is on a pile of untouched clothing, watching Rei with his large blue eyes, tail flicking in boredom.

The needle flashes quickly, in and out, and shows Rei frowning in concentration before the feed ends.]

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[She winces visibly, but there's no protest that she doesn't want to think about that or not to say it.]

If we have to be here, I want it to still be together. Even if it's wrong of me, I keep feeling that way.

We work best when we're together.

[It's said without hesitation.]

But I can't leave here -- a lot of people can't leave here -- until we figure out --

[She frowns to herself.]

I can't leave here unless we have our memories with us. All of them. For everyone.

[She nods; agreement. And mingled with the seriousness of their words, it still feels good to be in one accord again.]

I can't just leave this situation like this. I want everyone to be free. And I don't want them to lose what happened here.

Rei-chan, we forgot our past back home, more than once. Don't you think we can find a way to undo it again? If Luna was here... she might know, just like she gave back our memories last time.

I don't know. The Animus are something new -- I don't think even Luna can control that amount of power.

[Losing her own memories is a small price to pay compared to what other people would lose. Castiel needs his memories when he returns home or else he will go insane in his future.]

[If Ami were here... But she isn't. They have to do without their clear-thinking strategist who might be able to come up with a plan.

Then Usagi thinks of something herself.]

Rei-chan, if we find an idea, we can test it. I went home and came back. If we can make me really, clearly remember the time before... We might have the way to remember here when we leave for real, too.

... we could try. But messing with memories is dangerous, Usagi. It might cause something else to break -- and trying to dodge the Animus has gotten people killed before.

I'm not afraid of that. Not if it means finding something that can really fix things here. So I'll do it, if we find a way that could work.

[She knows better than to argue with Usagi over something like this, but -- ]

We can ask around. Al might know something.

[The way she sees it, even if she does die, she comes back; and she doesn't intend to meddle with it unless they're reasonably sure of it working to figure out the memories first.]

Mm. Or... [She thinks for a moment, letting the word trail off.] Hey, Rei-chan, do you know anyone else with that sort of power? I mean, the Animus aren't the only ones. Even back home, Beryl made Mamo-chan forget about things. Other people must have powers that affect memories, too, even some that could help them.

Aizen did.

[Absently.]

The angels can too, I think.

Then what about Castiel? He'd help, wouldn't he? We should at least talk to him about it.

He doesn't have his Grace, Usagi. What could he do?

[Almost tiredly.]

What about Michael? He's helped us before, too.

[She has, predictably, stopped working as they talk.]

[Rei is still working on Cas' coat, more to give herself something to do.]

... we can ask, but I don't know if he'd do anything about it. And I don't trust him near Cas' memories if he does agree.

Then what about mine? I'm the one insisting on this, so it doesn't seem right if someone else takes all the risks.

If I don't trust him with Cas' head, what makes you think I trust him with yours?

But it makes sense. They're arguing a lot. He doesn't have any problem with me, right?

... I try not to talk to them.

[And she's frowning, now.]

Trusting them with your memories is a bad idea, Usagi. They don't really care about anyone else but themselves.

[She finally starts working again, hopefully before she can be yelled at too much for slacking.]

Do we have others ideas right now, though? What about someone else?

I could ask Cas for ideas to see whether or not the other angels can even do anything, or if it's worth pursuing. Or you could talk to him about it -- it's your idea.

[She's fairly certain she could get more out of the angel than Usagi could, but -- ]

The shinigami, too, could be asked.

Hey! Rei-chan that's brilliant! [Idea, sparked!] When you say shinigami, what about Unohana-san? If she's a healer, what about the mind? Could she do something?

Unohana-san would be a good place to start.

I'll talk to her as soon as I can. After this week. [Well, probably after she goes back to normal after the next week.]

Sounds like a plan. And I'll talk to Cas.

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