Hino Rei (
flameandpassion) wrote2011-10-02 11:57 pm
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Entry tags:
- failure is not an option,
- guilt is her middle name,
- it was just getting normal again,
- listening to hitsugaya for once,
- lucifer is a douchebag,
- needs a priority readjustment,
- never gonna live this down,
- not as strong as she appears,
- only mildly panicked here,
- this is moderately humiliating,
- toushirou toushirou toushirou,
- you fail the 'not evil' test
76 [Video]
[Filtered to Hitsugaya // Private // Unhackable]
[She looks like she's fighting down the urge to do something incredibly stupid. Her solution, whenever she wants to do something incredibly stupid, is to talk to someone who can talk her out of it. She can't ask Usagi, because it would mean admitting something to her that she simply cannot afford. She hung up on Castiel. Ulquiorra wouldn't quite understand. So that leaves her annoyingly brilliant shinigami bestie.]
I need to ask you something, and I need you to be honest. Please.
[She pauses, almost -- uncomfortable, before she just spits it out.]
What do you do to stop feeling helpless?
[Because he is the only person who will both understand how she feels and give her perspective on how to stop feeling it.]
[She looks like she's fighting down the urge to do something incredibly stupid. Her solution, whenever she wants to do something incredibly stupid, is to talk to someone who can talk her out of it. She can't ask Usagi, because it would mean admitting something to her that she simply cannot afford. She hung up on Castiel. Ulquiorra wouldn't quite understand. So that leaves her annoyingly brilliant shinigami bestie.]
I need to ask you something, and I need you to be honest. Please.
[She pauses, almost -- uncomfortable, before she just spits it out.]
What do you do to stop feeling helpless?
[Because he is the only person who will both understand how she feels and give her perspective on how to stop feeling it.]
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[Kurotsuchi and Satan? The very concept makes him want to puke. But none-the-less, it's a possible solution.]
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-- would he actually do that?
[The 'for us' is silent. Kurotsuchi loathes Hitsugaya's existence and she, as one of his best friends, is also not exactly high on his list of people to give favors to.]
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[His expression blanks out for a second before he adds more, rather monotone.]
It would be best if someone else requested it though.
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[It's clear she's not very happy about said option, but she'll look into it just as much as any other workable option to save Allen from being burnt out from the inside.
... but she sighs.]
Probably. ... yeah.
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[Just throwing that out there. Accommodating the bad guys is getting really old really fast. The moment he gets the chance, he's freaking death charging.]
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Thanks.
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[He seems the slightest bit hesitant a moment during the sentence, pausing for just a second after the first word, lips forming a tight, thin line.
It's a lot to ask when he doesn't always do the same.]
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[It isn't a lot to ask from her. She only keeps things from Hitsugaya when she absolutely has no other choice. Besides, keeping him informed means she can't keep it all to herself, which will help preserve her own sanity as much as help the city.
She has perfect faith that he can always help her.]
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[He nods, and that's that. Hino wouldn't lie like that.]